Pretty Boys = Heartbreakers!

Hello darlings :) I haven't heard from any of my followers lately... I miss your input. ****** and I have been pretty intense lately; and yes, I got my desired Christmas diamonds. A lovely heart necklace!! Well, I picked it out myself... but nevermind that. And when I said intense... I mean like I love this man. I tried to tell him this, and it just didn't work out the way I imagined it would. He didn't say I love you, too. He just said "I love... cake." What is that?!! I mean WHAT DA FUCKK?! He is supposed to love me, nurture me, care for me like he always promised he would, from day one. But now? I'm just scared he was bullshitting me all this time. Maybe I'm just his little hoe and he is a total player. What was I thinking? No one that gorgeous could ever be faithful!!!! I am just another fake platinum blonde bimbo on his long list that he's planning to 'tap dat'. I just don't understand how anyone could be so awful; so cruel, so cold, so heartless! He hasn't been around for atleast a week... He's probably out fucking another blonde trannie... obviously not as beautiful as moi, of course. YES, I still believe I'm beautiful. I never let a man put me down into a depression. I am still strong! Please help support me, I need it babes.
PLEASE, LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES... DON'T DATE AND TRUST THE PRETTY BOYS... THEY WILL SCREW UP YOUR MIND!!!

Sweetie :\

PS. HIS NAME IS CARTER... & U CAN FUCKING HAVE HIM!!! beware... his amazing skills in bed are the only thing going for him.

Horny Holidays!

Hey gorgeous :)
Only 3 days til christmas! Im expecting diamonds from you-know-who, wish me luck! You may think its a little too soon for jewlery, but you dont know ***** like i do!! Its getting serious, ooh im feeling good about this one!

Anyways, right now im just getting ready for a night with the gals. I have this gorgeous gold ensamble, Sweeties lookin hot!!! First we are going out to a local gay bar, Shey's. That place is our new fave club! We plan to stay there for a few hours, then go back to Dolly's place and order some strippers! It was Lucy's idea, of course. I asked ***** about it first, (we're very honest with each other!), and he's totally okay with us! As long as its him I love, everything else is alright with him. God, I love that man! Shari's calling, I better get that. She probably needs outfit advice... that tranny-nwb is hopeless.

Laters!

xo Sweetie <3

I'm Baaack!

Heeey, fabulous blog-followers! I know you've missed me dearly, as I have missed you. I'm glad to see people are noticing my blogs and have taken the time to read them. But honestly, this blog wasn't made to be read; it was made to be written.

The mystery man and I are still seeing each other. Casually, though, which is what I want. I'm not in the right place for a serious relationship, you know? These days I'm out and supporting my fellow cross-dressing friends and just having a lot of fun. Just yesterday, I went with a few friends down to Times Square and it was a hoot! Those girls never get old. Sometimes I feel like we're like the girls in Sex and the City, (I'm Carrie B, of course!) Our bond is so tight, we all understand the difficulty each other's going through. Bonds and sisterhood aside, we have a BLAST together! Partying with those babes gives me a high.

And HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Last Thursday was a blast. Like most weeks, me and the gals went out for a nice dinner. Unlike most weeks, my new man tagged along! It was so fun. Thankfully, the friends and the boyfriend got along great. I'm feeling really great about this guy. . . he's just so honest and loving to me. And trust me, Sweetie needs her lovin' :)

xo,

Sweetie <3

I Met Someone...

hey everyone! i'm soo sorry about that last post, i don't know why those bitches got to me!

today's blog will be on a much lighter note.. because i met someone!! we met by accident, we were both out in new york on saturday. i was doing some shopping at this amazingg shoe store and so was he. i love a man with cute shoes! and from there we just started talking. at the end of our coversation he actually complimented my beauty.. I ALMOST BURST! oh he was so gorgeous... why he was there by himself i have no idea! i gave him my digits, and he said he'd call me any time he could (aw!). i'd give you more of the deets, but i have to go get a full-body wax and get the lips puffed up.. gotta look my best for ****! (im not sayin this beautiful boys name.. i dnt want anyone trying to steal him away from moi!

xoxo,

Sweetie <3

Sweetie: A Day of Depression

hi again.. just to worn all you blog-followers ( i have none so far! ) , this might be a bit of a depressing blog. you see, i went to a cross-dressing party last night, and a few other trannies weren't very nice to me... they said my boobs were too fake looking. here's a direct quote, "Oh, Sweetie! When will you get those done professionally? I've seen better boobs on sale at WalMart!" Ugh! how could they say that?! Sorry if this is a little personal, readers... but this is a blog. It's supposed to be. This is extemely depressing for me because I take major pride in my female appearance. Clarence, honey, I still love you :) (you work wonders!!)

I can't write anymore... I'm just too upset.

I'll write when I'm in a better mood next time..

xo,

Sweetie <3

Welcome to the Secret Life

Hello bloggers, my name is Ava Burke, I'm 26, live in Brooklyn, and I'm a transvesite. Laugh all you want, but its just who I am. My drag name is Sweetie... call me what you want when messaging :) If you were wondering my real, male birth name, it's Evan, (please don't call me that, I'm just getting over that chapter in my life!) And yes boys, I'm recently single, lucky you!!

I don't want to ramble about my life story, because honestly... I'm trying to forget about most of it. I always knew I was different than the other boys. I didn't like the tough sports and all that, I mostly spent my time with the girls in my class and talked about clothes and makeup. My closest friend was (and still is) Sarah, she been with me through it all, love ya darling ;) Clarance is my plastic surgeon and also a dear friend. Baby what would I do without you?! Ooh honey your amazing.

Gotta go watch Friends reruns, that show is my life.

xoxo,
Sweetie